bababa, got my haircut today! it's so short now.. nvm it'll grow! Kukup trip tomorrow with the alumni band! yesssss! finally a holiday for me to enjoy and not rot at home all day :3

i went out today in the afternoon the get my haircut and went home to have a cup of coffee.. went out in the evening to meet Leon and Daryl.. Leon's going to thailand tomorrow haha hope he has fun! for Daryl, performance at some Touch shit event LOL. he said i was going to Putput :( not Kukup.. bloody asshole he is. played LAN together DotA and L4D2.. shit happens when we are trolling in L4D2.. went home after LAN as all of us were really tired.

bought DiRt 3just now for only $45. there were crazy offers so i got it! installing it now.. gosh the updates are taking FOREVER.. i just want to play the fucking game. stop updating -__-! forget it, i'm ma go take a bath and come out laterrrrrrrrrr. goodbyeee!

i got back my results today! i got 3.7GPA for this term :( dropped by 0.3 omg. i'm a little disappointed of myself. sigh. didn't manage to maintain the 4.0GPA. although i told my dad i got a drop by 0.3. he was still happy with my results.. he said "as long you've tried your best and put in effort to study son." sincerely fuck my computer. when there are exams coming, i'm going to lock it in the store room.. also because of the hectic schedule before my exams! there was debate, SHRI competition which was 40% of my HRA grade. thank god i got an A for HRA. fucking 7 credit units. i'm so going to work doubly hard this term! and get back that perfect score of 4.0GPA. i don't want to disappoint my parents any more, i want to be mature and make RIGHT decisions and not regret on them. 

thinking back when i was in secondary school, STUDYING was stupid. i hated studying a lot. partly because of my lousy secondary school. it's called Yuying Secondary School.  the teachers in the school were crappy. i fucking hated all of the teachers there.. basically they are a bunch of hypocrites. especially my chemistry teacher, Mr Danny Louis. well, some says that he's good.. but what do i say? he's BLACK and UNREASONABLE. i fucking hate him a lot. the teacher actually MATTERS a lot whether you'll be able to achieve the grades that you desire. fucked up bastards like this teacher for instance should really die and disappear from this world. 

so where did i go today? i went out with Jaron my hubby to catch a movie! it was none other than the Hunger Games! it was an awesome movie! my friends told me that the book was actually better. so, i've decided the get the 3 books from the Hunger Games! i've received information about the books that it comes in 3 and it's only $34. i'm going to get the books tomorrow! aigoo, after so long i've finally have the mood to actually read a book. well even my dad told me he was surprised haha. after the movies, we went for dinner at KouFu! Jaron said that it was "Budget Day" and didn't want to spend much HAHA. guess what! after dinner, he went to Orchard Ion to get his SHURE earpiece extenders that costs $139. yes, definitely a "Budget Day" haha! so after getting his stuff we went home! bounced back from Harbourfront to Punggol. 

i'll be going for my haircut tomorrow at 1pm! hopefully i'll be able to wake up early and not be late.. alright i guess i'll be heading to bed now. goodnighttttttttttttt.

disappointed with my results :'(

omg i'm so bored right now.. staying at home for 3 days straight already. am rotting quite badly! i've received news that the results will be out tomorrow for the March exam series.. omg i'm so excited yet nervous for it.. hopefully i'll be able to get 3.7GPA or more. it's going to be hard to maintain my 4.0GPA hopefully i don't drop too much :( wondering how i'll be able to sleep today.. results will be out tomorrow at 8am! hopefully i wake up earlier to check my results..

alright apart from my results tomorrow, i'll be going for a haircut this Friday! don't wanna have long and irritating hair when i'm going to Kukup.. oh yeah and i may not be able to attend this Friday's rehearsal at NIE because i've to help my dad with some stuff at home.. i may be meeting Jaron tomorrow to hang out for awhile because we are both BORED at home and are rotting haha.

well, that's it for today! i'm going to go take a bath and go to bed already haha! goodnightttttt.

i can't seem to fall asleep today.. still on my computer watching videos on youtube :// glued to my Razer keyboard which i'm in love with. the keys just feel so SOLID. a good gaming keyboard you should have but not the Razer mices though unless you're really that rich!

for the past few days i've been at home all day and i'm proud of myself for keeping the promises i've made to myself.. which is to STAY AT HOME! i'm wondering when my Tt eSports Black Mice will be coming! hopefully on the first day of school? i've seen the reviews of the particular mice and it just seems unbelievable!

now on to the games that i've got my eyes on, Mass Effect 3, Need for Speed: The Run, Dirt 3 and Dragon Age II. 4 games right there and i'm only going to get 2! tough choice to make.. i've not gotten my Xbox 360 Windows Controller yet :( it's $59.90 for the wired version and $69.90 for the wireless one. ahh, i'm going to be SUPER broke.

i've not been shopping for clothes recently and i would love to do so very SOON. how i wish i had a wardrobe full of different kinds of clothes.. and it's really hard to find a berms because of how small my waist is. went to almost all the shops and i couldn't find a berms that would fit me nicely :( i would love to get a few more pairs of jeans preferably Grey? hmm maybe. bought a pair of Nike shoes recently really awesome looking and it costs $119 only. it's really light and comfortable to wear.

alright, it's 1.45am already and i should be in bed already.. AIGOO, got to wake up tomorrow and help my dad with some stuff. hopefully i don't wake up having a bad headache! Goodnightttt.

yes i'm blogging today, again. when i'm bored or i feel like ranting out the stuff that's happening, i'll blog. YES, today was a horrible day to start. woke up feeling fine but after a few rounds of MW3.. got a slight headache and it soon got worse. it was like a shot to my head, right in the middle. i felt it when i was lying on my bed. i took a nap but the "nap" lasted for a few hours haha! woke up feeling better and went to get my Razer Arctosa keyboard at Compass Point! CyberActive is way cheaper than challenger. i checked the price yesterday at Challenger and it was $79.90. i went to CyberActive and it was $75 but i got it for $69 (Member Price).

so here are some awesome pictures of my Razer Arctosa Keyboard :3

AIGOO, my BlackBerry's camera is really shity i swear. doesn't give justice to this amazing looking keyboard! the keys are very nice and solid to type and game on. worth the price of $69! :)

oh yeah, i'll be going to Kukup Malaysia on the 31st this month for a 2 day 1 night trip with the alumni band! hopefully i enjoy myself.. *fingers crossed* alright i shall stop here and continue blogging tomorrow! :3 i'm gonna enjoy gaming on my Arctosa :3 bye!

it was a long day today.. definitely tiring. had to wake up at 8am today for NIE practice. it was alright but i felt a little bored right there. after practice at NIE i went for drums at Peace Centre @ Dhoby Ghaut! was a 2 hour lesson today because mr nazreen will be having a gig at Chinatown next Friday and he wouldn't be free to conduct lesson.

hmm so what did i do yesterday? went to buffet at Carousel. was ok-ok only. wasn't special in any way. their choices of food were not really appetizing though.. wasn't worth the $60 per pax. after the buffet i went to ACJC's funfair with wee cheng and peng wu. besides the games, we spent our coupons on the food instead haha. we were hungry and thirsty and we went around to hunt for food and drinks haha. met leon, daryl, daniel and weng guan for drinks later at Timbre. they ordered 2 pizzas and a pint of beer each. chat and chilled there for awhile and went off to LAN at POMO. played L4D2 again as usual haha. had fun LAN-ing with them and went home after that.

guess i'm going to have a game of MW3 first before turning in to bed? apart from MW3, the Nvidia drivers are causing the Battlefield 3 game to crash every 15 minutes. it's really killing my battle log scores. most annoying driver release ever. hopefully Nvidia solves this problem ASAP. fugging annoyed by this issue..

recently i've been thinking a lot and when i say a lot i really mean A LOT. lots of stuff bothering me. i need a long get away! perhaps to another country for a month or so? sounds like a really awesome plan.

Lastly, NEVER PROMISE SOMETHING and NOT DO IT. i thought you were different.. yeah, disappointing.

i can't seem to fall asleep today. i was expecting myself to be in bed by 1am LATEST. hopefully i'll be able to do so..

so what's up for tomorrow? probably i'm going to get the Razer Lycosa (mirror edition) or just the normal edition. well, we'll see. probably at challenger or just opposite my house, Compass Point. have been using this Microsoft keyboard for a few months and it's starting to degrade as i type on it.. can't wait for the Tt eSports Black Mice i've ordered to arrive! customisable weight, braided wire and ideal for FPS gaming! it's better than Razer mices. they are kind of pricey for what they offer in their products. i'll rather invest that sum on a good gaming keyboard.

i think there's the NIE concert rehearsal tomorrow in the evening or so. i'm afraid i won't be able to play.. kind of nervous because it'll be my first time attending the rehearsal.. hopefully i don't embarrass myself!

alright i shall go to bed now. some say it's best to have lots of friends but how many of them are actually your "true friends"? i'm still thinking of you, it's been 12376213876 days yet i can't seem to get you out of my mind..

hello everyone i'm back to update my blog!

well as usual i've been going out and playing games at home recently. got my eyes on 2 new games Mass Effect 3 and Need for Speed, The Run! i've been thinking got getting these 2 games and a Xbox 360 Controller for my PC. if i'm not wrong it costs around $60 or more.. i'm so broke recently! well i've to pay $85 for the kukup trip with the alumni band on 30th of March -1st of April. guess i've to wait till next month in order to buy the controller and games..

apart from my boring gaming life, i've been thinking about a few things recently.. whether i've actually made the right choice in the beginning. sigh, what's done has already been done. no point dwelling on it. after all, the first is the most memorable and sweetest of all. i hope you're doing fine. i really do.. i nearly took up my phone and wanted to ask you out for lunch. i don't know why.. but i just didn't have the courage to do so..

i guess i'm gonna head to bed soon now! at 1am? goodbye!

exams are finally over! have been slacking at home ever since. hopefully i get to find a job soon. have been dwelling over some matters recently. feeling so vexed. sigh..

well life has been really happening recently. seriously if you want to text me, reply me. or just gtfo. it's really irritating when you can Tweet with your fucking fingers and you can't actually reply me. and why do people actually say "i love you" when they don't actually mean it? it's fucking ironic. like come on seriously, it's disgusting!

went drinking with arshad, sayjong, fiona and clare yesterday! was awesome. i was nearly drunk! i'm so proud of myself for not being drunk though :3 got a slap from fiona on my right ear and it was like ringing damn badly! for a period i couldn't actually hear anything but when i woke up in the morning it was okay already. guess my cells died on me when i needed them x_x

alrighttttt, shall continue playing my games :3 BYEEEEEEEEEE.